Search for Self
Enneagram Workshop
Enneagram is an ancient esoteric system showing us our personality fixations.
We have a personality, we are not a personality.
Personality is a predictable survival response that can be observed.
It locks us in repetition reaction.
The Enneagram is a moving force from fixation to potent possibilities.
In the workshop you will learn tools to free yourself from your own fixations.
The greatest happiness is to know the source of our unhappiness.
By changing our thinking we can change our whole world.
Inner Alchemy Workshop
Alchemy, turning one substance into another.
Turning lead, dense metal, into Gold, the highest vibrating metal. A metaphor of evolution.
Life is a series of experiences:
Good. Bad. Good. Bad. Good. Bad...
Our parents, society, culture, religion.
And all that comes with life's experiences.
Create feelings of rejection, of abandonment.
Teaching us to fear our internal selves.
This separation from self is traumatic.
And trauma literally changes the brain.
It blocks information processing.
Which makes us easily manipulated.
Some of the symptoms are:
Can not regulate impulses or emotions.
Experience cycles of compulsive behavior.
Feel unable to have a true connection with yourself or others.
Have difficulty relaxing, or feeling calm in your body.
Feel constantly overwhelmed and exposed, or numb.
Experience a sense of loss and personal defectiveness.
Struggle with self-defeating beliefs and behavior.
Alternate between feelings of shame, self-loathing and guilt, and not knowing why.
Some coping mechanisms are addiction to:
Alcohol
Drugs
Medication
Food
Worry
Being right
Shopping
Abusive relationships
Or anything that is self-destructive but relaxes you momentarily, and has a long-time negative effect on your life.
Alchemy is the process of trans-form-ation of energy.
For example a client couldn’t express himself as a child so he hid. Now as an adult he has a fear of self-expression. He is not in touch with his needs and many times he doesn’t even know what he feel. And he didn't develop the language to be able to express himself.
The past impacts the present.
We can not run away from ourselves.
Trauma exhausts the immune system.
If you have autoimmune dis-eases such as asthma, insomnia, rheumatoid arthritis, skin allergies and many more including some cancers, most likely they are caused by trauma.
In my workshops:
We will journey to the root causes of self separation.
Search out the un-investigated childhood survival beliefs.
And create an internal sense of safety.
Which will result in coming out of re-action into conscious intentional action.
The Universe loves courage.
When you take action to liberate yourself from your programmed mind, the Universe connects you to higher states.